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Stressed - 2004-06-27 Nick at Nite - 2004-06-25 Think Good Thoughts! - 2004-06-22 Turning Weakness Into Strength - 2004-06-20 Appearance - 2004-06-20 2003-07-04 - 10:12 p.m. - The Fourth, And Where I Was Last Year Hmmm...it really figures I'd have no trouble getting in right now. Nearest I can gather, I'm the only loser in the world right now sitting on his friggin' computer. Today was okay. I got out of work 2 1/2 hours early, but we had holiday pay today, so I don't imagine I lost a whole lot as far as hours go. We were so dead today...so it was fine to leave. I felt kinda bad though...they offered to me, even though I'm sure there were people there with someplace to go, or something to do...but no one spoke up, so what the hell, right? Well, as I may or may not have mentioned (although, I'm SURE I did...), it was one year ago today that I quit the hell-job. But it was also one year ago exactly that I worked that last day with the guy of my dreams...the one I thought was perfect. I wonder what he's doing right now...I know he's not doing what I'm doing, and stupidly, it's sitting here thinking of him. I wish I didn't...I wish I could just frickin' forget...I've said this before too, that I don't even think it's him that I miss, so much as the ideal of him. The real pisser of it all is that that's what I'm going to think of now on this day. The 4th of July means "DM" to me. But oh well... My car got wrote on while I was at work today. I'm gonna have a ball trying to figure out who that was, although I don't imagine I will. It wasn't bad or anything, from the writing was clearly a friend...I just hate when people go after the car, you know? It's so defenseless, all sitting there in the parking lot. But it said I was sexy (they were clearly drunk...), so it's okay. Tee hee... I think I'm going to go to Hometown for the day on Monday, as I have that off. I'm in dire need of a haircut from Momsy, and I'm sure the car could use the oil change (man, do I know how to work the system or what...). I could use the aforementioned "Mom-time", and it will be nice to see my little sister again...ugh, gotta stop that...not so much little anymore. Well, it looks as though there's fireworks out at the fairgrounds, so I'm gonna go perch myself on the window here and zombify myself to them. Here's to you, DM, whether it's you I miss or the ideal of you. Have a great night, and may the liberties and freedoms we so enjoy on a daily basis not be taken for granted by anyone, myself included. Good night.     Move Backward - Move Forward