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Stressed - 2004-06-27 Nick at Nite - 2004-06-25 Think Good Thoughts! - 2004-06-22 Turning Weakness Into Strength - 2004-06-20 Appearance - 2004-06-20 2003-06-28 - 12:07 a.m. - All The Small Things I've tried soooo many times to put in an entry tonight...but nothing ever sounds right. Nothing ever feels right. How can I combine "I'm a real dickhead" with "I was wrong, stupid, but it's not just me...". Not so sure... All I do know is that all the small things are getting to me lately. A friend and I have been having so many disagreements of late, and I don't know how to handle it, or even if I can handle it. The claim has been made that I've been different lately. I don't feel any different. But I don't know what to say to that. People are bad at judging their own character, so who's to say? I do know that life has not been great lately, but I don't know what I can do about that, and I had no idea that it was so visibly obvious. So how are we going to deal? I don't know. I'm leaving town for 2 days...lots of time on the road will give me plenty of time to think, I suppose. Also, I think I know what I want for my birthday next month...I think I'm going to ask the parents to make a car payment for me, and I'm going to disappear for a few days...but where to go? We'll see... Sorry this one isn't so delightfully quippy or as up-ity as some of the more recent ones have been...it's been...well, it's been a nightmare. Peace.     Move Backward - Move Forward