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Stressed - 2004-06-27 Nick at Nite - 2004-06-25 Think Good Thoughts! - 2004-06-22 Turning Weakness Into Strength - 2004-06-20 Appearance - 2004-06-20 2003-06-23 - 1:25 a.m. - Beginning Of The End I don't know what to put in here today. I was fighting that damn "busy server" page for a good 5 minutes because I wanted to get it all out in the open...but now, I'm not so sure. So do you know what we're going to do today, boys and girls? We're going to play the Wish game...I'm sure you've seen it all in my wonderful little pieces of fiction that alter my life slightly so that I'm happy with it. But we're going to do things a little differently today. I wish that I could take one friend--just one close friend--and move...move far away from here...far from Fargo, from Hometown, basically just from my life thus far. We would move, and start over again with no pretenses. I wouldn't really be known by anyone, and neither would they. I honestly and truly feel that this is the way it will have to be anyway, because yeah...aaaaaaaaanyway... No, you know what? I'm just going to stop there, because it isn't going to happen. I went back to church today...I went for stupid reasons...I thought he would be there...I just wanted to see him again, because...well, I don't know why, but I thought it was a good idea for 5 seconds. But he wasn't there...all for the better, I do suppose, though. Still...it would've been nice to see him again...to hear him again. Well, to all of the hard-core readers out there (and I must remind you at this point how sad that really is...), you might be looking at kind of the final span here. I'm thinking that it's time to seal this site and end it pretty soon. I came across a friend's diary last night, and she's pretty tight with some friends who, shall we say, would be rather shocked should they ever discover mine. Plus, I really don't know what to say on here anymore...I won't pretend that this isn't theraputic or anything, or that I really don't enjoy the whole meeting of people...but if it were to be seen by the wrong person...this just isn't how I'd want people to find out that way. Plus, it just feels like I'm writing the same things over and over again. If it's not work, it's the pathetic, lonely rantings of that gay guy from Fargo...so yeah, not so much with the originality. But I suppose I should head off to bed. I didn't sleep too well last night, so I'm a lil' bit tired today. Have a good night, and a great day. Peace.
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